Friday, August 27, 2010

Moving Water

There is something about moving water. I am not above fishing a lake, and have long coveted access to a private pond and its fat, under-fished bass. But it has always been moving water that calls to me and beckons me to its shore.

While a lake or pond can be beautiful there is something analogous about moving water that appeals to me. As peaceful and picturesque as an impoundment of water can be it is simply not going anywhere. Sure there are currents and water that may eventually spill over a dam but for the most part the water is contained and controlled.

I don’t want my life to be contained and controlled. My spirit is too restless. My ability to sit still too limited. It doesn’t mean there is no need for boundaries and limits for even rivers have a bank and a shoreline to guide them. But banks and shoreline do not fully contain and control the river; they merely offer guidance as to the direction it should go. The river is moving and flowing and never the same, sometimes fast and furious, other times gentle and peaceful, but always flowing. Always moving.

There is a therapeutic nature to moving water that is not matched by the contained waters of an impoundment. I have a good life and have suffered no major heartaches or setbacks. But life itself is seldom easy even if it is good. When going to the water to fish I am seeking more than the excitement of a tug on my line. When walking the shores of moving water and stepping into its current my spirit is washed and cleansed: if only figuratively. If you allow it, the cool rushing water will wash over you and as it flows on downstream take with it just a little of the stress of life. The waters are not an elixir. They do not heal, but yet they are healing. They speak no words of counsel or comfort, but the sounds of moving water calm and soothe the mind and soul. One seldom leaves flowing water the same as when they entered.

There are times when I wade in the water and feel one with the river as it rushes past me and seemingly through me. Sometimes my trip to the river is in a canoe floating with its current, allowing it to take me for a ride. My favorite places to camp are along the banks of a river making its way over rocks and boulders with the sweet and constant sound of rapids. You awake to same sounds of the river but know that the water that rushed over the rocks as night fell is miles away, replaced by new water on the same journey. Still other times I simply walk the shore and listen.

Just as each hour is replaced by the next, moving waters are always flowing. From the large rivers of the Bay to small wooded creeks and streams moving water has always been a part of my life. In ways difficult to explain it has shaped my life. As long as they continue to flow moving waters will continue to call to me. And as long as life flows in me I will continue to return to them, seeking solace in their movement.

There is something about moving water.



Copyright Rick Ridpath 2010

Just One Fish

Fly-fishing is a sport of numbers. Fly rods have a length and a weight. Lines and leaders have a weight and size. Flies have a number based on their hook. Fish are measured and weighed. But at the end of the day there is one number that trumps them all… the number of fish. When you arrive home from a fishing trip no one asks what size leader you used or if you fished your 3 or 5 weight rod. They want to know how many fish you caught. That is the question you either can’t wait to hear or dread answering. After a successful day I’m excited to share my news. When the day was fruitless there is the hollow sounding, “No, but I had a good time anyway. It was real pretty.”

And yet in that world of numbers everything is relative. Just as seasons and conditions change so do the value of numbers. The reason the same number cannot be used repeatedly to define the success of a trip is the value of that number is relative to the seasons and conditions themselves. A number that represented a long and disappointing outing can just as easily represent success and fulfillment.

Of all the numbers in fly-fishing it is the number one that can have the most contrast in its value. Two fishing trips in particular come to mind when I think of the different values of one. Spring fly-fishing in Shenandoah National Park is all about Brook Trout. In the spring these native “Brookies” are supposedly an easy catch as the aggressive little trout attack dry flies up and down the mountain streams. This has never been the case for me. On a trip to the Rose River in Virginia last spring that fact was hammered home. My fishing buddies Chuck and Ray were tearing them up, pulling multiple trout out of each hole. I couldn’t catch those Brookies if my life depended on it. Whether it was poor casting or spooking the fish is unclear. What was clear was that the rugged Rose River and its skittish Brook Trout were kicking my butt. In the late afternoon I finally managed one Brookie on a nymph. One. One lousy Brook Trout all day. Ray and Chuck probably had 30 or more between them. I had one. I was dejected and defeated. And the number said it all.

On the drive home my spirits settled and I recalled another time of catching just one. It was late January of that same year. We had driven up into the mountains to fish the North River in what had already been a very hard winter. There was still a great deal of snow in the park. The truck’s undercarriage scraped over the crunchy snow covering the unplowed gravel road leading to the river. We parked and suited up in our warm weather gear, waders, gloves, and hats and hiked into the snow-covered woods for some winter fly-fishing. Ever sense childhood I had marveled at pictures of fishermen standing in a river surrounded by snow and triumphantly holding a fly rod in one hand and a trout in the other. I wanted to be that guy. I wanted to be a guy who could catch fish on a mountain stream in the dead of winter. It didn’t get much more dead of winter than this.

The challenge of the season was great and the North River gives no favors. I had fished the North before and had been shut out. The river presented its same obstacles – low water, few obvious runs and pools, gin clear. And this time add in snowmelt and a hard, cold winter. We fished our way down the river. It could not have been more beautiful. Several pictures of the incredible winter scenery were taken but I had one picture in mind. A fish caught in this winter wilderness. By lunch Chuck had caught two. Our friend Dale had fished very slowly but came up empty. I hadn’t even had a bite.

After lunch we worked our way down to a bend in the river with a nice pool and a fat log. Several nice trout sheltered under that log. Chuck and Dale took a few casts and moved on down stream. My target had been found and with it a determination to fish that hole as long as it took. Nymph after nymph were cast along the log. The trout would watch the offering drift by then causally swim back to safety. Other flies were cast with the same response. Finally after many attempts a trout took the fly. The hook was set and the fish was on! The fight brought the trout within one foot of my net when, at the last second, it freed itself. A desperate lunge with the net was fruitless and the fish escaped back to the log. “Still counts,” I thought to myself. “No, it doesn’t,” a voice in my head quickly shot back.

Any guide would have told me to give up on the hole and come back later. I couldn’t. I kept fishing. I had to catch one. Several flies and repeated refusals later and the time had come to accept defeat. Chuck and Dale had long ago passed me on their way back up the river. The winter afternoon was starting to fade and darkness was not far behind. At the top of the pool I took one last cast. Whether it was the different angle or the grace of God, I don’t know, but a nice Rainbow Trout came out from the log and took the fly. I set the hook and the fight was on. The trout darted back and forth across the pool and had to be played just right to prevent an escape to the shadows and safety. As the fish tired I started to work my way closer to the shore only to trip over a submerged rock. The fight suddenly was not only to land the fish but also to keep from falling in at the same time. I danced back and forth desperately trying to find my footing and not lose the fish. With rod held high I steadied myself, netted the trout, and made it to shore. “Woooo Hoooo!!!” echoed through the canyon and was answered in return from my friends who could tell what had happened. The trout was laid out in the snow along side my fly rod to be captured in photograph before being returned to the water. I had done it! I had caught a trout in the snowy woods of a deep winter river. I was that guy. I didn’t catch another fish that day. I didn’t even have another strike. It didn’t matter. That one fish was more than enough for me.

Just one fish. On the Rose River in early spring just one fish was all I could claim and were words of dejection and disappointment. On the North River in the dead of winter just one fish was all I needed to leave filled with adrenaline, pride, and satisfaction. Fly-fishing is a sport of numbers. “Just one fish” can mean very different things. In the end though, just one fish is better than no fish at all.


Copyright Rick Ridpath 2010